i don’t wanna like him anymore and I just can’t. I’m obviously not good enough and I’m not going to sit around and wait until my chance, until I’m good enough for him. So I’m just over him. But there’s seriously something about him that makes me like him so much. Since I met him there was something about him that makes me go absolutely crazy over him. This is why I didn’t wanna fall again. I didn’t want another disappointment. I didn’t want to get my hopes up. I didn’t want to cry. I didn’t want to lie. But it looks like I’ve fallen again.