i love you to the moon and back.

im not giving in.

im staying on blogspot,it dosent crash as much as tumblr

www.kaayteex.tumblr.com

i hope you dont mind that i put down in words, how wonderful life is now your in the world.

i really like you, but this is going nowhere.if i try any harder it will become some sort of obsession

i dont know what i feel for you anymore.

when i see you im filled with happiness.

but you make my life so complicated it hurts.

should be revising right now, but i shall do that 5 minutes before my exam,

trying to live on the edge;-)

theres a difference between giving up and knowing when you have had enough.

you know why it's hard to be happy?

because you find it hard to let go of the things that make you sad.

love and happiness.

So now, alone or not, you've got a walk ahead. Thing to remember is if we're all alone, then we're all together in that too.

ps i love you

sometimes you have to cry for no reason, to make up for all the times you wanted to cry and didn’t

i miss not having you to talk to .

the sky makes me happy because that's where you live.

i wish i could bubblewrap my heart.

as we was walking through college, someone called you my boyfriend.

we just laughed and walked on.

.. that meant so much to me

it seems when you want someone, they dont want you back,
when someone wants you, you dont want them.
and when you both want each other,
something has to come around to mess it up..

last night i finally told him that i loved him. I knew already that he didn't love me back, but what i was scared about was the reply he would give.he simply said ' its okay, i wont let it affect our friendship don't worry'.it may be simple enough for him, but its not for me.you see, i waited five months before i told him, each day saying to myself 'today i will tell him'.It all climaxed to that exact moment.he may have forgotten about it after a hour or so, but this will stay with me forever.everyone i have talked to says to me to always tell the person you love that you love them, because they didn't have the chance to do that, whereas i should jump at the chance.in my heart i feel abit better, some relief that no matter what, if he walks away or stays, i have done all i can do.no matter where we are or how hard it gets, I'll always be in love with him.

If you love someone tell him/her.Forget about the rules or the fear of looking ridiculous.What is truly ridiculous is passing up on an opportunity to tell someone that your heart is invested in him or her.

But who knows maybe one day we'll be perfect for each other

I gave up because you never once fought for me.

i feel so tired but i can't sleep. and its all because of you.

Im not a full on catholic. Yes i go to a catholic school but i dont worship god every sundays and do all that. But i feel like i have to feel abit gratefull sometimes. So before i go to bed, well as i am led in bed i pray. I don't resite all these old prayers that i havent a clue what means. But i say things that relate to myself, like look after my family etc. I remember when i used to stop over at my grandmars and she used to pray to herself everynight, ide look at her so peacefull and content.She died at 72,which is quite young.But i know for a fact that she is in heaven. i love you grandmar.

i don't want to forget about you. But remembering what we used to be. is killing me

late at night when the rest of the world is fast asleep, i lay awake and think of you

im so hipster i bleed glitter.

my parents are buying a house in ireland finally.

i am so looking forward to exploring and seeing my family again,

:)

where are you when i need you?

my sleep is suffering because of you

what if my soulmate found a different soul..

together;just you and me.

i don’t wanna like him anymore and I just can’t. I’m obviously not good enough and I’m not going to sit around and wait until my chance, until I’m good enough for him. So I’m just over him. But there’s seriously something about him that makes me like him so much. Since I met him there was something about him that makes me go absolutely crazy over him. This is why I didn’t wanna fall again. I didn’t want another disappointment. I didn’t want to get my hopes up. I didn’t want to cry. I didn’t want to lie. But it looks like I’ve fallen again.

sometimes i wonder if anythings absolute anymore.is there still right and wrong?good or bad? truth or lies?or is everything negotiable,left to interpretation ,grey.sometimes

we're forced to bend the truth ,transform it, cause were faced with things that are not of our own making. and sometimes things simply catch up to us.

sorry i haven't posted in a while i have been on holiday,

but im back ;D

i want to go everywhere with you, and travel the world.

always dream large

i want to tell him how i feel. but how can i do that..

when he was sad, i was there to dry his tears. yet, for some reason, my best friend wasn't such a good best friend after all. i wasted so much time, effort, tears on that friendship. but something better came along - i was no longer good enough. its sad, really. because yeah, i still miss him. id still be his best friend if the opportunity came around. i know that on some level he misses me, too. but we just, arent friends anymore. he drifted away, i was left alone. we're just strangers now.strangers

in life were going to have to face many problems.and most of them were going to have to face on our own because eventually the people who promised they would stay by your side will eventually break their priomises and leave you when you most need them.but thats okay.because the ore we face on our own. the stronger we make our selves.so when you leave me standing alone once again, im just going to take a deep breath and say ''im ready''

Prove to me, i am something to you.As its breaking my heart because it seems she is.

i am going to Africa in 2011 for a month to help the little african children build a better life.i am really looking forward to it and cant wait to try and make a difference. even if it is just a small one. just one smile will make me feel like i have made a impact :)

And when i met you my heart sighed.The sigh radiated from the hole in my chest, from that place that had never seen light, from that place that had taken all of my joy and given me only loneliness. ''There you are,'' is said, ''you don't know how long i have been waiting for you.''

i want to ride in a hot air balloon :)

secret.

got my english literature exam tomorrow.. the night before revising wasent really a good idea

everything will be fine. i promise:)